past story...!!! most great...

herm...im back...haha..
this is my family...
my grandfather's sister.....
at the second row....she hold the girl and boy...
but she is already pass away..
im not have the opportunity to meet her...
my mom said that she is very kind..
and the most pious in this family....
she always give an advice to all family...
we all respect her.....
although she is nnot here anymore...
but we always remember her in our life...
not gonna forget her for the rest of my life....





this is my brother...
when he is 1 years...
very cute than me while i was baby...
he is very chubby and all nurses like to carry him...
his hair is little bit only and we can count it with the fingers...
but....he is the most good brother in the world...
he is quiet but i know he is loving person...
but he is not telling that...
now he is vry big...haha i mean old...
but he still cute to me...

hermmm....
the handsome one is my uncle....
i called him pakteh....
but he olso pass away...
he is pass away when he was 18 years old...
he is ride his motocycle at night...
then the army tank was crush over him....
and he's died immedietly there...
all my family was so sad when get this news....
he is good boy and son.....
but god is love him more than us...
so we are accept as his fate and destiny..
it is anticipation from god to us...
so we have to patient...
i always pray for him...
"God please give him forgiveness for averything that he done before."

haaa...this is my grandmother.....halimah (opah)....
he still with us....very cute...
she is 86 this year....but she still strong than us....
baby that she hold is my ateh that already died....
cute right...
this pictured is too old...
i will miss him....
hope my grandmother can live longer....
and share my successful in thet future....
"Ya Allah, please keep my grandmother live longer..Amin.."
i love them...
now...this is my grandfather......
look like japannese army....but i know he's not...
he is already pass away.....
becouse of TB disease and cough....
he is good but very lurid...
i dont have the beautiful chance to see and meet him...
hope he will be place with the good people there...Amin...
i love you...(awang saari)...

hahaha...
this is my favourate korean actor...
Daniel Henney...or Daniel Phillip Henney...
he is born at Carson City, Michigan USA....
date of his born is 28 November 1979...
and now he is 30 years old already..herm...
he is a model and actor...
his height is 188 cm...very tall actually...
and his weight is 72 kg...
star sign is sagittarius....
his father is an american of british descent and his mother is American korean descent....thats why his face is american look....very good looking...
he is act in My Lovely sam soon...and seducing Mr. perfect...
as Robin Heiden...(2003)...
he is despite speaking very little korean..
thats why he is speak in english in seducing Mr. perfect...
with the girl Min Joon (Uhm Jung Hwa).....
the part that i like is when Robin Heiden is shouting to Min Joon when she suddently cross the road without loking right and left...and she are close to crash with the car..
its a power of love....
jennifer is the character that i dont like...seems like she like Robin Heiden..
and try to push Min Joo fron Robin Heiden life....example in the party....Robin Heiden is going to transfer to the American....
the funny situation is in the last scene....
when Robin Heiden is going to Min Joo's house...
to meet her father....
haha see it and dont miss it...
true love is beside us if we are trust it....
try it and feel it....



erm this girl i like very much....
very cute and pretty....






















korean video.....
i like all korean drama...
its about romantic and loving theme...
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this is Joo Ji Hoon....(Ju Ji Hoon)..
korean actor and model...
he was born at Joo Young Hoon,
Seoul, South Korea...
erm...
16 May 1982...
not very old....
he is 27 years old...
he studied at Tongwon College...
in e-Business (major)...
he is veru tall....(6'2")...
start as a model in 2003...for Levi's and
Calvin klein....
he olso a good actor in a drama Princess hours (Goong) a story of a prince (Shin) that have to married with an ordinary girl Yoon Eun Hye (Shin chi kyung). With the pairs of the rings, they become a husband and wife...but without love in their heart....shin chi kyung have to shift from her house to the palace (goong)....she is not comfortable in the princess way of life. no freedom and have to be as good as possible...

in this story..the best part that ive most like is when they start to love each others...
when the second prince ( Kim Jeong Hoon-Yui) is coming, their love is tested....
in a triangle love..there is a fight, jealousy, sadness, angry, and all the feelings is become one...
there is a lot of bad parts of the betrayers....hehe...Yui mother....
but i like the ending..of this story....they married for the second time.
i like the songs in this story..the dancing bear...and perhaps love...
all the rest...watch...!!!!

sayangnya kucingku..!!!

hehe...antik tak carer dier titun..??
dier lau letih sgt mmg titun cam nie....
namer dier tecik....
mser aku bg namer tu dia tecik lg...
sekarang bila dah gedabak,
nmer dier masih cm tu gk...
cian....aku sker sbb dia cam pkai stokin...
haha..tuan pn jrang pkai tu...
Ini adalah tucing kesayangnku...
yang ayahku bwk pulang dari rumah kawan dia...
tucing ni betine sbona nyer...
aku 'Put' name PUTIH sbb bdan dier mmg putih melepak..
mengalhkn badan mat/mek saleh....
yg dok santai tepi pntai tu....
ak pling sker mter dier...biru..
tak payah pkai knta lekap dah....
an..!!! an...!!!
masih ticing PUTIH...
cumer gaya jer laen..
merenung maser depan kowt..haha...
insap aku....hehe
jap...aku nk tenung maser depan gak lah..!!!
cutes kan dier ni...
mater yg besar...sebesar penglihatannya..
terhadap lauk-pauk di hadapn mter...
hidung merah...aku suker....PUTIH...!!!!
yg ni hampeh...!!!
nampk jer cm garang....
hakikat nyer.....lembik n penakowt giler....
tp tk ley blah namer dier RAMBO....
lucu kn..!!!
hehe yg ni ak minat tgk...
paling ak suker ekor dia...
bulu tembang n panjang....
tp bkn tucing siam pown....
kutip kat jalan jer....
ini slh stu kejer tk bergaji adek ak...
yaitu nangkap gambo tucin....
suker sgt...
ak suh jadik photographer dia tk nk...
tp tomey kan...
dpa siap gaduh gusti lagie...

aii...cayang....
carik aper tue...???
antara yg aku bela...
namer dier ITAM.....
mmg itam pown....tp tk kisah...
selagi aku suker.....
masalah nyer tucin ni,
kalau nk cari wktu mlm mmg payah..???
samer dgn caler langit...!!!
antara yg aku suker.....
paling tomey d antara semua tucin akue...
namer dia BOBO.....
tapi sdey...dia da mati...
aku tk tau skit per....
dah puas dirawat tp mati gak...
sedey aku tau.....
yg hilang tk bisa di cari ganti....
biar serupa tp tak sama....

hehe aku tetap suker dia...
si ITAM...!!!
dier mmg suker berangan mcn tu...
kdg2 semut pn dia jadik tgk...
khyusuk lak tu...
aku tk tau lah...penin...!!!
ni pic capture terbaek yg adik aku capture....
dia jlat per tah...daun kowt...
so adik aku spontanous capture...
paling tomey kan.....
BOBO...!!!
dah matie...sedey..!!!
wallpaper....











ni BOBO maser titun...
tomey giler gya titun dier.....
hehe penuh sopan...!!!

you think...???

This is the first time we face with the killer..
so scared in the level of tapir (cipan)...
our body is shaking....
and our hand is sweating...
our heart is beating so fast...
you can hear it although.....
you are not using the statescope....
like we put a microphone on our chest....
really scare....
first time,
we heard something from the kitchen...
we predict that it is only a cat...
want to steal the fish..
we just let it go....
but after a while...
we heard a foot step from the kitchen...
haah..!!! foot step..??
did a cat produce a foot step like that??
its imposibble...!!!
its a human...!!!
we are running to the upstairs..
we just switch of the light...
im asking my friends to take somethings..
as a weapons...
i dont care..its a knife, wood, or something...
but, we have to protect ourself...
in decisive situation...
we just can wait and wait..
im sure the thift or the killer will comes upstairs..
and find us...as soon as possible...
so we are prepared for the worse...
our phone is already with us..
and our fingers is already on our phone button...
if anything get worse,
we just push the button then a cops will come...
but its not happen as what we think...
the thief and the killers is not coming upstairs....
its force us to go downstairs fo checking the situation...
i know you will say that we are fool...
cause not calling the cops...
but we can't....!!!
one of us (me) is going downstairs...
i just compile my steps carefully as slowly as i can..
don't want the thief heard any sound...
but its my fate...
my foot crush something on the stairs...
maybe a tin-can..
i just dont know....
then i heard someone talk to me..
with a harsh voice...
my leg become unstable...
and i fall down....
my eyes is blur...and dim...
i feel someone is carry my body...
i cant see clearly...
but, i know that it is not my friends...
im sure of that...
my friends is not gonna have the energy like that..
accept it is a man....
im shock than im faint...
i feel someone is shake my hand..
then im slowly open my eyes...
"Are you okey..?" he is asking me...
im just quickly nod...
"Who are you..?" my mouth is asking....
just want to know who is he..
yup...he....!!! a man...
he just smiling at me...im confuse...
im your man...forgot...???
what do you say in the YM..??
me..?? what im saying in the YM..??
oh god....!!! im shouting....
you...!!!
you...!!!
the man in the YM...???
how you know my house..??
in a vibrate voice im asking..
he say...: you had challenge me to find you..??
although i dont know anythings about you...
but now...i am here...in your house...
looking at you...
your beautiful face..
so....whats now..???
i just keep silence my mouth...
not saying any words at all...
its my fault..
say and challenge something that i know..
i will regret it...
huhu the killer is become a real killer to me..
he is killing my heart and breath...

its all about us..!!!

when we are alone and sad, 

we always think that god is not love us....

not give us someone to talk and love...

and someone to share something...

to share our sadness...

but when we are happy and blissful,

we olso forget to god that give us the happiness...

funny right....human always forget something...

when they got something...

and always blame the other peoples...

when they are failed to get something....

and olso always forget someone that help them...

after they got something that they want....

this is the life....

maybe someone think sometimes life is unfair...

but its not...

human is unfair actually.....

they do something that grind another peoples...(rich)...

and the poor one think that life is unfair....

but they are actually unfair to their own life...
becouse they are not attempt to do something...

that can increase their life grade....

"where that have a sugar,  there are have a live..."

"if we want, we will attemp to get it..."

"but if we don't want, thousands of equivocation.."

if we wait the happiness and wealthy to come to us...

we are completely wrong...

we have to find it with our energy...

not waiting or get it from others...

something that we get from our energy 

is better and make us satisfied of what we get...

trust me...cause im not lying to you all...

malam..!!!

malam yang sepi,
marilah beradu denganku yang hiba..
tanpa kekasih hati disisi..
tanpa insan yang disayangi...

malam yang sepi,
padamu aku curahkan...
rasa hati yang terpendam..
setelah sekian lama aku tanggung sendiri...
kini aku ada kamu...


duhai malam nan sepi..
peluklah daku dengan bayu dinginmu...
agar aku bisa segar dan bernafas kembali..
setelah aku hilang nyawaku suatu masa dahulu....

Hikayat Novel Cinta

suara hati berbisik mengatakan,
cinta datang lagi...
dan di sinilah mulanya sebuah cinta,
sambutlah cintaku sayang,
ku ukir hamparan kasih buatmu..
lantas bayangan rindu meyapa tangkai hati..
menyatakan kau adalah cinta sejatiku..
kau laksana bulan yang menerangi hatiku...
cinta sejatimu itu, telah membuktikan bahawa hubungan
ini sesuci cinta Qaisy dan Laila..
andai itu takdirnya, lantas aku akui kau kekasihku..
dan buatmu kekasih, akan ku patrikan,
janjiku bersamamu...
di langit yang memutih,
aku memandang..
seharum kasihmu dan
mekar cintamu nun jauh di sana...
sungguh aku cinta padamu,
dan kau sayangku...
kerana kini, tiada lagi mimpi..
nilai cintamu dan setulus janjimu sungguh dekat di hatiku..
lalu aku pasrah kasih kerana ku tahu,
rindu belum berhenti...kala mimpi bersatu,
kenangan terindah terlakar bahagia...
sungguh aku cinta dan tiada yang keduanya...
ini adalah fitrah kasih...dan..
kau adalah sandaran hatiku..
ku alun zikir rindu..
pada tuhan agar mengizinkan ku bahagia...
lantas, mengusir mentera hitam yang menyelubungi...
ku titipkan nota cinta buatmu..
seteguh cintamu mengusik laman rindu..
yang bermukim di hati...
katamu aku bagaikan puteri di hatimu..
lantas ku rentasi horizon cinta,
merenangi lautan kasih,
bersandarkan hijab sang pencinta...
kerana sayang tak terucap..aku pasrah..
tika rindu berlagu riang,
melodi kasih beralun merdu,
di atas sejadah cinta,
aku syujud syukur padamu...
kerana memakbulkan cinta dua jiwa...
kalau ada jodoh,
akan ku bina mahligai cinta,
akan ku terima nikahnya,
dengan bersaksikan cinta dihiasi bebunga kasih,
dan bunga-bunga kemboja...
yang mekar kerana kau matahariku....
memberi cahaya dan kehangatan...
kita berdua sudah memakna cinta,,
namun, maafkanku sayang kerana,
tidak memenuhi kehendakmu..
yang menginginkan petai o petai...
sebagai santapanmu...
kerana hati yang terluka,
kau telah membawa diri,
meninggalkan diriku...
aku menjerit...
"KL...!!! dimanakah suamiku?"
ku meminta pertolongan detektif cun untuk mengesan dikau...
kembalikan cintaku....
selama 5 tahun 5 bulan aku mencarimu,
tanya pada hati, adakah engkau mahu kembali..??
katamu..."Biarlah YM berbicara."
lantas,.....
aku berdoa...
doa buat suamiku....
sambil air mata cinta mengalir dipipiku...
rela ku menanti kau kembali...
aku tuntas pandang,,,,
di atas sejadah cinta ini...
aku kembali memerah ingatan...
akan impian terindah kita...
akan manisnya cinta kita....
bagai adam dan hawa...
kerana dimana ada kamu,
disitu ada getaran rindu yang
dipuput oleh bayu asmara..
membibitkan desah sehangat asmara...
menzahirkan ombak rindu yang menghempas
pelabuhan kasih kita...
hanya kaulah arjuna hati...
percayalah sayang....
memang hidup tidak seindah mimpi,
dan tidak semanis impian,
namun, pesona rindu bisa merungkai segala....
kekusutan yang timbul di hati....
biarpun semusim rindu berlalu..
kau tetap dalam anganku...
pada saat cinta bersemi,
aku yakin kala itu bahawa kaulah...
laksamana sunanku....
yang mengaku cinta sang ratu...
iaitu aku...
senafas rinduku yang mengalir sentiasa
terukir utuh namamu...
tidak ingin menjauh...
percayalah sayang,,,
jiwaku merindu...jangan ada benci di hatimu
terhadap diriku...
kerana aku masih menanti kasihmu...
dan kerana arca kasih kita masih tersemat
utuh di sudut hati kita...
tanpamu disisi siapalah aku..??
aku ibarat kapal di pelabuhan kasih...
aku bahagia kerana aku berjaya..
inilah hikmah hati..
kerana aku percaya,
tiada noktah cinta buat kita...
dan tiada jua tarikh luput cinta....
kerana kau syurga di hati....
kerana ini takdir yang terindah...
dan tuhan lebih tau...
segalanya...

holiday n holiday..!!!

today,
Im with my friends azizah,
go to the sunway carnivals..
thanks god couse hv college bus...
now we dont hv to take Rapid penang,,,
hv to wait 4 a long time...
first thing that we saw there
is a car show...vry interesting...
hv many car that show there..like
its very noisy with the sound from the car..
want to show that they r the best creator..
renovate their car...
I am satisfy of what i see..
but we r not spend too much time there...
we converge of the priority one..
buy something special...hehe
but...!!! we hv to do something first...
think what..???
huhu...draw aur money first...
we walk around the sunway but we didn't find any
CIMB ATM mechine...
haha so funny...we lough together...
then,, we walk out...just go to the Brilliant..
then we found CIMB ATM mechine there...
ermmm...?? how much?? my brain is thinking???
RM 150.00 is enough maybe..
in the sunway looks hilarious...
preparations for christmast....
i understand...
at one side..theres many kind of people..
oh...!!! i see...there is a dance competition...
all Chinese people..
ance again im satisfy with that..
we watch the show for a while...
its not comfortable actually...
too many people there...
with a different attitude...kind, bad, cute, odd, strange,
i just dont know...feel scare olso...
i decide to hv my lunch then run from the crowd...
ermmm....like usually hard to choose the place to eat...
NASI MELAYU is the final destination...
the foods is vry delicious...
my tendon acculis is vry pain..
to much walk...
we drop by at the bread history...
to buy some bread to take home...alfraid
that we might hunggry at night..
hehe just make the preparation...
hahhhhh...!!! before im forgot...
we drop in to the POPULAR shope...
to buy novels...
CINTA DATANG LAGI (love come again)...
hehe interesting right..???